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Lost And Found

by Bong Ludes

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1.
Sick Skin 02:15
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Crushed to dust by the fucking weight of need No life is left in this busted seed Ground to death by endless routines Nothing but hate in this broken machine Frustration starts to take hold Nothing is left to fill this hole Give up searching for something real Last thing left for them to steal Can’t wash off this skin of ash Can’t escape the sting of a dismal past Wretched outlook and nothing more Chains of servitude I deplore Loathing all I see in me I cannot exorcise the demon seed Over and over these thoughts replay Permanent price I have to pay Pain and torment at every turn Live to feel the black agony burn Cannot stop perpetual shame Life is nothing, pawn in their game Aggravation gnaws inside No soul is left in lifeless eyes Gave up searching for something real Back in line and turn the wheel
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Bricks 02:32
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Count the bricks and I wonder why You are standing by my side Nothing left to do but wait For these feelings to subside I stand to leave but you pull me back Breathing the breath that I have lacked 'Til there's nothing left but your nervous smile As you pull me close in your tender style Something I never wanted to do Now there's nothing left Except for me and you Too many times I thought this all would be OK But every morning now I awaken to the same pain Count the bricks and I wonder why Walls are built so fucking high But through the fog of fear and lies You stand alone my one reprise I never wanted this to be What brought us both down to our knees 'Cuz some mistakes you barely feel And some mistakes are much too real So much I wanted to say So much I couldn't wait And every now and then I make the same mistake And now I see again The walls are closing in All these bricks are stacked so tall One word from you can make them fall Something I never wanted to do Now there's nothing left Except for me and you Too many times I thought this all would be OK But every morning now I awaken to the same pain Count the bricks and I wonder why How to release the shame inside I hold you close, look in your eyes And see the love that I defied Whose fault was this whole charade I know mistakes we both have made And as you leave as woman spurned I just look back as lesson learned So much I wanted to say So much I couldn't wait And every now and then I make the same mistake And now I see again The walls are closing in All these bricks are stacked so tall One word from you can make them fall
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Doormat 02:08
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Thought you were an angel Thought I treated you right But then I came to the realization that your affectation was all just a fucking miscommunication Oops, my bad, on my part Now I got a broken heart Things went wrong with you right from the start Did I get it – nope Said it – yep Listen to my big black boots as I step cuz I'm a doormat! What made me want to stay with you Perpetual sucker when it came to me and you I couldn’t fucking face the obvious truth I was just a fucking doormat! Day in day out, the advantage was with you How the fucking fuck did I never get a clue It’s over, you’re gone, you win, I lose I was just a fucking doormat Thought you were a princess Thought it was you and I forever We were out in the sand, holding hands, seeing bands I couldn't fucking see that you couldn’t fucking stand To be with me in public or in privacy You never gave a fuck about the shit I kept inside of me Oh well, you left You weren’t impressed And I’ll bet my guess it’s cuz I was a fuckin’ doormat! What made me want to stay with you Perpetual sucker when it came to me and you I couldn’t fucking face the obvious truth I was just a fucking doormat! Day in day out, the advantage was with you How the fucking fuck did I never get a clue It’s over, you’re gone, you win, I lose I was just a fucking doormat! Thought you were my best friend Thought we’d grow old and stay hand in hand together But instead you got bored, you were a whore that I adored So what the fuck more should I expect or could ask for Here one day, gone the next Blowing me off so you could have sex with some other fucking loser Thought was better than me I guess I was blind but now I fucking see I was a doormat! What made me want to stay with you Perpetual sucker when it came to me and you I couldn’t fucking face the obvious truth I was just a fucking doormat! I was just a fucking doormat! A dumb fucking doormat! A dumb fucking doormat! You fucking bitch!

about

All tracks originally recorded during the summer and fall of 2012.

Recorded with Cubase 5.1 on a shitty broken PC which fucked us for the next two years.

"Sick Skin" and "Doormat" completely rebuilt with GarageBand 3.0.5

"Syphon" and "Bricks" (unreleased up till now) as well as the entire first demo remastered with GarageBand 3.0.5 and Sound Studio 3.5

You get ALL the tracks upon buying the album - including remixed versions of everything on "Love Songs"

BILLY - guitar, lead vocals on "Carmelita", backup vocals
NATE - drums, vocals
PATRICK (R.I.P.) - bass

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released August 2, 2014

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Bong Ludes Richmond, Virginia

Been through a dozen members and name changes over the years. Finally got our shit in check and stumbled on here to share some fucked up music. Enjoy.

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